God damn the fact that computers can have errors... ya know, if the Japanese made more computers... they'd be better... and less expensive. So after we installed Microsoft Office 2000 on this piece of Gateway shit... Microsoft Word refuses to work. So we had to reinstall Windows. Fuckin' A. And on top of that, my brother who was supposed to back up all of the files that were in our "My Documents" folder, did not do so. I had all kinds of important things in that folder... old assigments, things that I would have been able to look back on had they not been so abruptly deleted. I even lost all of my amazing MIDI file songs that would sooner or later become songs for my band.

OH WELL, this is just another let down that has occured recently, that and jazz band, and me not getting even a HUG when I walked my date to the door after Homecoming (WAH WAH WAH!!!)... oh God... I should just sleep all the time, only then would I be truely happy... no one would bother me... etc... that would be fuckin' great. I'm done complaining for now... God I need a BJ. And a good one at that.