I have come to grips with my own "Unpopularity". In a way it's freeing.. but in another, it's depressing. Last night I went to this party at some kid's house with Paul and Bob, i guess that Bob was my "in" to this party, as long as i stayed by him i'd be ok. but he ran off and started talking to people he knew so me and tony raymond were kind of on our own. I took a look around to find that a shit load of people who were in other classes (or previous classes) of mine were sitting here and there.... a few guys who i am pretty cool said hi and shook hands, but the females is what really kinda pisses me off, its like they are too good for me.... it makes me sad.

In other news. i was turned down for a date to prom because the girl didn't have enough money for a dress... oh well, i'll buy that, she's a junior like me.... next year's the important one.... i'll be mad if it ends up that she's going though... i hate women...

on top of being shunned by girls that are all of a sudden too good to at LEAST say hi.. one that is always social-able towards me was not, so that kinda hurt....whatever.. tonight didn't help my mood either..

i got to sit around (Until It Sleeps - Metallica [perfect] ) and play guitar with devin while he sat their and might as well have been dry humping all(i/y), his girlfriend....

what a depressing post...