Well, over the last weekend. I hung out with one of my favorite girls in the world. Kelly Tewell. We talked about everything. Took two walks. Then we kissed. I had never kissed a girl before and I had no idea what I was doing, but it worked out okay.

That all sounds like good news, right?

Wrong.

It ends up that her family is moving to New Jersey and that she has to go and live with them for two months. She leaves tomorrow morning. I went and said good bye. That was nice. I mean, what can I do... niether of us want a heart-wrenching long-distance relationship... but me... having never been this close to a girl (or this close to having a girlfriend) before... God damnit.

Luck?

Fate?

Who cares... I hate both those things right now.

You never know how great someone really is until you're so close and so far away.

Pity me? I'm not really asking for pity, although it's definitly accepted at my cash register... :-)

Either way... I know that when she gets back. I'll be a happy, happy guy.

And now I have just decided to add a new thing to look for in the blog... an original song lyric and a genre will be concluding each blog entry... then I will eventually turn them into songs... I hope...

EMO - "It's hard to smile as you go..
When will I see you next?
When will I know?"

...okay... so that really sucked.. maybe this wasn't such a novel idea...

Box still fucking blows...